Her Little Miss Sunshine

she has the most beautiful little girl in the whole world whom she loves and adores.

despite everything else that had happened, this little angel is the center of her world.

this tiny, innocent individual brings peace of mind and brings the sunshine after the rain.

she holds her heart in her little hands.

No Choice

she has two friends who are living testimonies that long distance relationships do work.

in fact, one is married and the other one is engaged. both of these friends have endured being far away from each other's loved ones for years now.

if only she could tell him this, so that he will see.

but she has promised him not to bring up the subject about them again.

and now there is nothing left for her to do than to let him go,

let him be happy and set him free.

no matter how hard and painful this might be for her

she has endured seeing him in the arms of another girl

but she won't be able to take it the second time around.

she has no choice, he has also made up his mind and closed his heart.

Santorini, Greece

Village of Oia,
Santorini GREECE.
A great community with a magnificent view overlooking the sea.


She needs this right now.
A relaxing vacay, away from it all.
(~~,)

THE NOTEBOOK

The Notebook
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Noah and Allie met on the summer 1940.

Allie was 17 years old.

He was out with his friends, and the moment he saw her he knew she was special.

Though she found him annoying at first, he found a way to make her go out with him.

They went to the movies with a group for their first date.

They fought, they didn’t agree on anything. But they were in love.

What Allie liked most about Noah is that he was free, he gave her excitement.

All her life she had followed a strict schedule (her parents had her life all planned out)

but he showed her how to be carefree and have fun away from her monotonous existence.

He taught her how to dance, even when there is no music. It was the most beautiful and memorable summer of their lives.

After her parents learned about their relationship, they were furious and wanted them apart. Allie was going to New York for college, while he was staying in Seabrook.

He worked at the lumber factory, not making much money; while she had the world at her feet.

Allie : “Come with me to New York.”

Noah : “What am I going to do there?”

Allie : “Be with me…”

Noah decided to do the right thing, break up with her. He didn’t believe that long distance relationships would work. So he let her go.

And so they went on with their lives, found other people to love.

Allie finished school and met her fiance, and Noah went to build his dream house and went into another relationship.

Seven years passed, and as Allie was preparing for her wedding, she saw his picture in the paper, so she made a decision to go and visit him.

They talked, they reminisced about everything that had happened that one summer.

Allie : “It wasn’t over for me, I waited for you for seven years! And now its too late.”

Noah : “It wasn’t over… It still isn’t over.”

They fell inlove again, hard. Noah and Allie spent the days together like they were the only two people in the world.

Then came the time for Allie to go back. But this time Noah wanted her to stay.

Noah thought that Allie was going back to her fiancé because he had money.

He accused her of being bored and that’s the only reason why she came back to his life.

He didn’t seem to notice the agony and turmoil inside of Allie.

She took a chance, coming back to him.

Noah : “Would you just stay with me?”

Allie : “For what? Look at us we’re already fighting.”

Noah : “Well that’s what we do we fight. ITS NOT GOING TO BE EASY, ITS GOING TO BE REALLY HARD. AND WE'RE GOING TO HAVE TO WORK AT THIS EVERDAYBUT I WANT TO DO THAT BECAUSE I WANT YOU. I WANT ALL OF YOU. FOREVER. YOU AND ME EVERYDAY.

Will you do something for me? Just picture your life for me -- 30 years from now, 40 years from now…

What does it look like? If its with that guy, go!

I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If that’s what you really want. But don’t take the easy way out.”

Allie : “What easy way out? No matter what I do someone gets hurt!”

Noah : “Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants! Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want…

What do you want?? What do YOU want?”

Allie : “Its not that simple…”

Noah : WHAT DO YOU WANT?

She doesn’t answer, and she leaves.

Allie confronts her fiance, and they had CLOSURE.

In the end, she chose him because SHE WANTS TO BE WITH HIM.

Then she comes back to him, and they live happily ever after.

In fact, they even die together holding hands.

That is the ending of their love story.

If only real life was this simple.

BUT THEN AGAIN, HAPPY ENDINGS ONLY HAPPEN IN MOVIES.

she has not eaten anything for the last 24 hours

and only had 2 hours of sleep.

she is crushed,

devastated

heartbroken.

God help this forsaken soul.

TO ALL THE PLAYERS :P

Darkchild oh yeah

Ha ha uh huh

Yeah uh uh

Darkchild yeah

Who do you think I am

Dont you know that he was my man

But I chose to let him go

So why do you act like I still care about him

Looking at me like Im hurt

When Im the one who said I didnt want it to work

Dont you forget I had him first

Whatcha thinking

Stop blaming me

He wasnt man enough for me

If you dont know now heres your chance

Ive already had your man

Do you wonder just where hes been yeah

And Id be worried about him

Now its time you know the truth

I think hes just the man for you

What are you thinking

Do you know about us back then

Do you know I dumped your husband

Girlfriend

Im not thinking bout him

But you married him

Do you know I made him leave

Do you know he begged to stay with me

He wasnt man enough for me

Didnt he tell you the truth

If not then why dont you ask him

And maybe you could be more into him

Instead of worrying bout me

And hopefully you wont find

All of the reasons why his love didnt count

And why we couldnt work it out

Whatcha thinking

Stop blaming me

He wasnt man enough for me

If you dont know now heres your chance

Ive already had your man

Do you wonder just where hes been yeah

And Id be worried about him

Now its time you know the truth

I think hes just the man for you

What are you thinking

Do you know about us back then

Do you know I dumped your husband

Girlfriend

Im not thinking bout him

But you married him

Do you know I made him leave

Do you know he begged to stay with me

He wasnt man enough for me

What are you thinking

Do you know about us back then

Do you know I dumped your husband

Girlfriend

Im not thinking bout him

But you married him

Do you know I made him leave

Do you know he begged to stay with me

He wasnt man enough for me

So many reasons why our love is through

What makes you think hell be good to you?

It makes no sense

cause he will never change

Girl you better recognize the game

What are you thinking

Do you know about us back then

Do you know I dumped your husband

Girlfriend

Im not thinking bout him

But you married him

Do you know I made him leave

Do you know he begged to stay with me

He wasnt man enough for me

Mixed Signals

she has been selfless & unselfish to her loved ones all this time

prioritizing other people's needs above her own

after the break up w her long time beau, she learned the importance of family

that has been her priority for the past year and a half

she has learned to love herself first.

on her birthday her mom wished for her to finally find the happiness she deserves as she has already given and done so much for the family

her parents gave their blessing telling her they will accept whoever she will choose to love

she finally told him, her great love, the truth about how she really felt

she waited for years to tell him this

but his mind and heart is now closed; there is no more room for her there

despite everything she has sacrificed and done for him, he doesn't see that.

he only remembers her leaving.

she offers to just disappear and not be a part of his life but he refuses.

she tries to be cordial and talk about everyday life situations yet now he keeps reminiscing, recalling the events in the past.

she will have to cross the road and move on, but she cannot get there

he is giving her mixed signals.

The Power of Goodbye

Your heart is not open, so I must go

The spell has been broken...I loved you so

Freedom comes when you learn to let go

Creation comes when you learn to say no

You were my lesson I had to learn

I was your fortress you had to burn

Pain is a warning that something's wrong

I pray to God that it won't be long

Do ya wanna go higher?

There's nothing left to try

There's no place left to hide

There's no greater power than the power of good-bye

Your heart is not open, so I must go

The spell has been broken...I loved you so

You were my lesson I had to learn

I was your fortress

There's nothing left to lose

There's no more heart to bruise

There's no greater power than the power of good-bye

Learn to say good-bye

I yearn to say good-bye

There's nothing left to try

There's no more places to hide

There's no greater power than the power of good-bye

There's nothing left to lose

There's no more heart to bruise

There's no greater power than the power of good-bye

We Belong Together - Mariah Carey

listen to the lyrics. it speaks her mind.

watch the video very closely. it speaks of her hearts deepest wish.

She has everything, and nothing.

She misses him terribly.

Far Away - Nickelback
She bade goodbye to 3 men already.

Come to think of it, she has left them all behind.

And when she leaves them she makes sure she doesn’t look back. Not even her baby’s dad could make her stay.

They all asked her to come back, realizing her worth only after everything has been said and done.

But this one man is an exception. Her great love.

They were both so inlove. She could tell, by the way he stood up for her despite the complications with his family. It was them against the world and they were planning to run away from it all.

It was for a good reason—she had an angel come into the world at that time. And it wasn’t fair for her to ask him to step up to a responsibility that wasn’t his obligation in the first place. He also had dreams, and she couldn’t stand being in the way.

So she left him.

But to this day she regrets walking away. She only realized his worth after she had gone.

If it was another place, another time, they could have endured the challenges.

It pains her to think that he is so far away.

Everyday she wishes she could turn back time.

There are nights when she cries herself to sleep, dreams about him and wakes up crying still.

They stayed friends, through time and distance he has been there for her. She has just been in the shadows, helping him to achieve his goal. They once made a pact, that they will wait for each other no matter what happens.

She is holding on to that thought. Hoping, waiting.

Now she is about to go home, and see him again.

She’d give anything to be with him.

She is still in love with him.

Always has been and always will be.

JAI HO

Jai Ho!
Jai Ho

I got shivers
When you touch of a (?)
I’ll make you hot, Get what you got,
I’ll make you wanna say
(Jai Ho, Jai Ho)

I got fever, running like a fire
For you I will go all the way
I wanna take you higher
(Jai Ho)

I keep it steady steady, that’s how I do it
This beat is heavy, so heavy you gonna feel it.

(Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I breathe (Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I still believe (Jai Ho)
You are my destiny
(Jai Oh) Oh-oh-oh

(Jai Ho)
No there is nothing that can stop us (Jai Ho)
Nothing can ever come between us (Jai Ho)
So come and dance with me
Jai Ho!

Catch me, catch me, catch me, c’mon, catch me,
I want you now,
I know you can save me, you can save me,
I need you now.
I am yours forever, yes, forever,
I will follow,
Anywhere in anyway,
Never gonna let go

Jai Ho!
Jai Ho!

Escape (escape) away (away),
I’ll take you to a place,
This fantasy of you and me
I’ll never lose my chance
(Jai Ho)

Mmmhh yeaahhhh .. hhmm yeaaaha

I can (I can) feel you (feel you),
Rushing through my veins
There’s an ocean in my heart
I will never be the same
(Jai Ho)

Just keep it burnin’, yeah baby, just keep it comin’ (Jai Ho)
You’re gonna find out baby, I’m one in a million

(Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I breathe (Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I still believe (Jai Ho)
You are my destiny
Jai Oh! Oh-oh-oh-oooooh

(Jai Ho)
No there is nothing that can stop us (Jai Ho)
Nothing can ever come between us (Jai Ho)
So come and dance with me
Jai Ho! (oohh)

Catch me, catch me, catch me, c’mon, catch me,
I want you now,
I know you can save me, you can save me,
I need you now.
I am yours forever, yes, forever
I will follow
Anywhere in anyway,
Never gonna let go

(Jai Ho)
Hmmm yaeaaaaahhh
(repeat 2x)

I need you, gonna make it
I’m ready, so take it

(Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I breathe (I breathe)
You are the reason that I still believe (still believe)
You are my destiny (destiny)
Jai Oh! Oh-oh-oh-ooooh

(Jai Ho)
No there is nothing that can stop us (can stop us)
Nothing can ever come between us
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho! (oohh)

Jai Ho!
Bai-la bai-la!
Bai-la bai-la!
Jai Ho! Bai-la bai-la!
Jai Ho

Second-Best

Ever since, she has always been competitive.
In her childhood days, she always won at games.
Growing up, she got awards & won every competition she joined.
Now she seemed to be just the 'Spare Tire'.
Second Best.
She felt defeated after she fell for him.
And she will not settle for just the silver medal.
Watch her dust herself off after the fall
and WIN--
even if that means she does not get the 'prize'.

Change

There is too much change going on in her life right now,
Family Life,
In the work environment.
But God is good because He always prepares her.
She is ready for what is yet to come.

She just realized --
There's no need to be all dolled up.

Before, she used to worry about going out sans make-up.
Now she is more comfortable in her own skin.

And she is finally smiling.
She has a lot to be thankful for.

She is so tired of being the good girl.












Don't you ever wonder
What it would take



For her to cross over
To the dark side...???

Cheating

Cheating happens when you start looking for what you don't have. Somewhere along the way, you will meet someone who will be more charming or sensitive than the one you're already with. more sexy. More thoughtful. Wealthier. Better in bed. And you will meet someone who will need you and pursue you and go loco over you more than your partner ever did. Because no boyfriend/girlfriend is perfect. Because your husband/wife will only have 90 percent of what you're looking for.

So, cheating happens when you look for the missing 10 percent. Say your girlfriend is melancholic by nature. You may find yourself drawn to the pretty girl next-door who has a cheerleader laugh no matter what she says: I broke my arm yesterday, ha ha ha... Or because your girlfriend is a couch potato who is always in pajamas and smelling of garlic and cooking oil, you may fall for the CK-One-smelling colleague who comes to work in a sharp pinstripe blazer, high heels, and a red pencil-cut skirt. Or because your boyfriend is the type who never shuts up even when you've tried using duct tape, your heart may skip a beat when you sit next to a brooding, mysterious Latino on the bus.

But wait... That's only 10 percent of what you don't have. Don't throw away the 90 percent that you already do! add to the 90 percent the 100 percent that represents all the years that you have been with each other. The storms you have weathered together. The many adjustments you have made to better understand each others little quirks and idiosyncrasies. The wealth of memories that you have accumulated as lovers. The old sparks that can always be rekindled by the walk on the beach, barefoot and underneath the stars.

Cheating happens when you start looking for what you don't have. But faithfulness happens when you start being thankful for what you already have.

-a post on Angge's page from Multiply.